In My Wallet, a Warm Stone This morning, I tried to write a villanelle from a newspaper headline: "Meteorite Lands at Teenager's Feet," but could only rhyme picked it up with coffee cup. And never can I anyways un-Dylan Thomas my ear-- "Do not go gentle into that good night." Instead, I cleaned out my wallet (today is my birthday) and found this: Joseph, ma Cherie excuse the writing for my hand is not too steady right now. Your Mom was quite sick from the Bronchostropy. Now I know how you felt when
(over) you had that terrible pneumonia. Coughing was terrible. Will write later about this. Her pen's ink faded at steady, then turned bold, in felt tip black, with right now, and from there seemed to sail through the paper in long dash-dotted i's and terminal periods like nodules of charred flying stones. The Pleides, returning. And oh, that scrap of paper four inches scissored out of the Pelham Senior's Gazette, her message to me interleaving the news, like this: Norman Perigny was a patient at Lowell General, he is home ma Chérie recuperating. James Elsmore, a member of our Club from Derry, excuse the writing was in the hospital recently. He is also at home. for my hand is not too Our condolence to the family of Rene Page on the loss of his steady right now. And too, in this wallet space, I found her last instructions, written on the back of a wedding picture shot beaming mother-of-the-bride, in comfy blue jersey dress. The same dress of which she pleaded, Joey, bury me in this. But I didn't. And don't, please, drench me with flowers. But so many roses. . . And remember, I want to be cremated. This we followed, but buried the ashes in a baby-sized casket. The one into which I now wish I'd left her the common news of the sky. Unvillanelled, uncrafted, but with love interleaving. Ma douce mère Did you know a meteorite bruised an Alabama woman's hip in 1954? That a flying stone punched a hole in a San Juan Capistrano carport in 1973? That today, a 13-year-old Noblesville, Indiana, youth watched a live meteorite burn at his feet? |